It’s been a busy last two weeks, with my mom in town, anniversary, my birthday, friends from out-of-town stopping in, MA Regional in Dallas last weekend and with everything else going on its been very hard to keep up with my master key assignments, but I did, except for writing my blog. Everytime i would sit down and start, something got in the way, or is it that I let things get in the way. Was it just another excuse? If I really truly want things to change, I have to change.
I am driving back to San Antonio and thinking maybe I will just quit, I have enough of a taste, I can do it alone, I missed the webinar anyway, so it’s ok. Not so easy, as I crawl in bed I pull out Og and start reading Scroll 1 again. Then I realized that I do need this, it was to easy to say to give up, too much work, no time. Almost, but not……….
So anyway I am back on track, screwing with my mind, changing my thoughts, changing patterns. We didn’t become this way overnight, it’s developed over years, and years. So why do I think I can change it overnight, not going to happen. Guess that’s why we are doing this for 26 weeks,,,,,,,,,
Blessings,
Bruce
It’s a tough road and it seems like we’ve all had our challenges…..I had similar feelings a few times and came to the same conclusion….I need to undo all those bad habits and start making good ones…It’s amazing how reading that darn scroll 1 puts me back on track!
I hear ya on this. I work a 12 hour compressed work week shift at work and have very little time in the evenings on the days I work. Just work and sleep usually. This week was my long one. I work Wed to Sat 7A-7P. Makes it hard to get much done. I do get some readings in at the beginning of the week but it is crunch time at the end. I feel like I also have a compressed days off. These are all good reasons to push on so that every day is a day for growth and improvement. Keep pushing on.